Drug Addiction
When you use drugs, they can quickly become a problem.
Drug Addiction can happen before you know it. You need to
really take a look at your drug use and be honest with yourself
when evaluating whether or not that drug use has become a
problem.
Start by asking yourself one simple question: "Do you
sometimes think you have a drug problem?" If the answer is yes,
you probably do have an issue with drug addiction.
Why?
Most of the time, drug abusers deny they have a problem, or
they hide from it by making excuses. It’s a natural reaction to
defend yourself and your behaviors. But your defenses break
down once in a while. So if you sometimes think you have
a problem, you almost certainly do.
Think about how you feel the morning after heavy
using. Your body aches, your head is cloudy, you feel
guilty for over-using and promise yourself you’ll stop.
You decide that you won’t be using drugs that day. You
feel beaten and broken and want to do something about it.
Your defenses are down and you are vulnerable to your own
rational thoughts.
As the day goes on, though, your defenses start coming back
up again and you begin excusing yourself for the previous day’s
binge. You start to make excuses for your
over-indulgence. You tell yourself you were having a bad
day, you didn’t eat enough, you were really stressed out, or
some other excuse.
You decide to let yourself use "just a little". After
all, you were having a bad day yesterday. Today won’t be the
same. And the cycle continues.
You may go through this hundreds of time before you
recognize that there’s a pattern going on. Almost all
drug abusers go through this cycle.
When you decide to really face the possibility that you have
a problem, how do you identify it? The answer is really
quite simple.
You have a problem when you use too much, too often, and the
use is out of control. But you have to be your own judge
and be honest with yourself. Pay attention to your
feelings. You may want to write down how you feel about
your drug use. Sometimes seeing the words can help you
face the problem and start helping yourself.
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